you can't spend your life obsessed with being sad
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i dont care if it hurts
i wanna have control
i wanna perfect body
i wanna perfect soul
...

hello. i suppose here is where i'll dump my thoughts. no one i know will ever see this. no one who sees this will ever know it's me, though they'll come to understand me more than anyone else, i think. the quote up there seems dauntingly positive, but i'll keep it up anyway
i'm hesitant and up and down and who knows where i'll be in a month. either way, see ya there.